WHAT THE HECK!
your own personal quote that was easily recognized as what you would say to soo much and so often. i dont know how many times i would hear that in one conversation with you and yet it never got old at all. ill always remember the times we had together high and sober :/ i just cant grasp it or believe its true still.. you were by far one of the realest people i will ever meet! all i can think...
feel like im going to lose my best friend over this. i hope im completely wrong!! i would love to be wrong right now!
I hope that everything works itself out so we can come together again. i really do. but if for some reason it doesnt. I will always care for you so much and always be there for you, and will always love you and nothing will ever change that! i feel like the lowest i can ever get and feel like complete shit when all im doing is trying to make things work out later and i just stuck with your...
It’s definitely 4:25am and I cannot sleep for the thousandth night in a row! I seriously am about to kill myself I hate not having any insurance to be able to go to the doctors!! I literally have a list of shit I need to go to the doctors about like my asthma is getting worse and i need a new inhaler but can’t.. I need to get SOMETHING for my god damn insomnia its getting horrible!...
How do i make this decision
So I’m sitting here its damn near 3 in the morning and i cant sleep i have so much going through my head and i just cant stop thinking about it. I have to make the biggest decision of my life and its killing me. I have all these reasons to go and believe in myself that i can do it but on the other hand i have a lot of reasons to also stay here and try to figure something out here. At first...
So its 3:00 in the morning and I’m still wide awake like always. Today was all around an emotional roller coaster to say the least. Started off with going to my cousins funeral which ended up being a very well put together funeral and was very nice. I choked up a few times from trying not to cry. The service at the church was very good and then going to his burial and back to the church...